wildflower.

renata byun.
nephilim.
original character.

you save everyone ...

but who saves you ?

oh, but that's the irony
broken people are not fragile

play guide.

noct.
low activity.
over twenty one. est.

rules.

ooc.

i'm noct ! i work full time and have kids , i'm old but i've been writing on tumblr for over ten years . this is an escape . a hobby . not a jobby .i have two dogs , two cats and a rabbit . i love them and WILL tell you all about them if you wantall original characters come from ye olde mind palace . i have a lot of worlds in my head and i'm also slowly but surely working on a novel to develop one of themlastly , hi ! hello ! let's be friends and yell at each other about plots , you can add me on discord , just ask for it !

you save everyone ...

but who saves you ?

oh, but that's the irony
broken people are not fragile

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dossier.

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  name.    renata byun.
  age.    twenty five.
  race.    korean.
  birthday / nameday     july 30.
  astrological sign / guarding deity.     leo
  gender.     cis woman.
  pronouns.     she/her
  sexuality.     bisexual.

  height.     5'4.
  weight.     108 lbs.
  hair color.     varies.
  eye color.     light brown , almost gold.
  skin tone.     standard.
  notable features.     freckle beneath eye , scarring on back

  job occupation.    flower shop owner
  place of origin.     texas ( could be anywhere )
  home.    cute apartment above shop
  affiliation.     neutral
  family.     archangel uriel / deceased mother
  marital status.     single.

  d&d alignment.     true neutral.
  mbti.     infp.
  likes.     flowers , cool weather , the smell of the ocean.
  dislikes.     rudeness , rules , callousness.
  virtues.     honesty kindness wisdom.
  flaws.     stubborn spacey reckless.

the most damaged

  personality.  
renata byun is kind hearted to the core , she is always willing to help others . she gives off the impression of blissful ignorance , but that is because she prefers to wear rose tinted glasses . generally , she is always looking for the silver lining and when other people are hurt , she feels as if she has no choice but to help them . this gives her a bit of a martyr complex as she will do anything for anyone who needs help . she is kind and curious , always having questions and wants to know people – she also is the opposite of a gossiper , she believes people that keep secrets are important and would never tell a soul anything that was shared with her .

headcanon one. renata’s powers are heavily based in healing / life . while she can do the things that other nephilim can , her strongest asset is the ability to heal and bring life out of anything .
headcanon two. ren has a white cat that she’s named shadow , she likes irony in names for animals . this cat is sometimes seen in her shop , and she makes sure to keep the dangerous plants and flowers out of her way .
headcanon three. it’s important to point out that ren suffers from c-ptsd , she doesn’t talk about it much , but she does have trauma that she is working on and sometimes this shapes the way she reacts to things .

ability one. renata is able to heal people , bring anything earth related to life ( including flowers , trees etc )
ability two. enhanced speed , strength and endurance . she also has a touch of invulnerability and resurrection , though this is limited
ability three. sensitivity to people and the energy they give off , similar to being an empath , but instead of feeling emotions , she feels other things , like a specific warmth , a taste etc

parts of your soul ,

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but who saves you ?

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broken people are not fragile

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history.

BEGINNING : dear diary...

entry one . they’re gone . all of them .everything is still a blur and i don’t know how much time i have to write this all down – but this has to be important , right ? sister freya told me that it was important to always write down everything i can at the end of the day , and even though it’s still morning … i don’t know if i’ll make it to the night . today should have been like any other day . i would do my chores , return to my room , wait until mass , eat dinner , tend to my garden and then go back to my room . nothing special . nothing like this .i don’t even know how to describe it so that it all makes sense , one second , everything was fine – and then there were the screams , the explosion , this bright white light , the high pitched screech in my ears and then sister freya rushing me down the hall , locking me in this room that i’d never seen before with only a stupid candle to give me light . i heard her screams outside the door , her prayers to god . there was nothing i could do to help her . perhaps i will pray to the archangel uriel for protection .entry two . i think it’s been a day and a half that i have been trapped in this room , locked away from the sun , from food , fresh air and water . i guess it’s a good thing that i’ve never had much of an appetite , the hunger hasn’t struck me hard yet , but i think it’s safe enough outside to leave . freya said that they were here for me .for ME ? i can’t think of a reason why some … creatures ( angels , she said they were angels , i swear it ) would come after an orphan girl with only the church to call her home . i’m nobody . i haven’t done anything wrong , and besides , why would the angels come and attack a holy place like this church ? does this have to do with the whispers ?

entry three .
i don’t understand . i don’t understand anything at all . sister freya was insane , she had to have been .
i left the room this morning , and as i suspected , the nuns were dead . eyes burnt out , looks of horror on their faces . it was a tragedy i’m still not sure was real . for now , i’m staying in the church , whatever this room freya had hidden me in ? it kept me safe from whatever came here . whatever the hell it was that killed the sisters . also ? i needed answers of my own .sister freya was keeping notes about me .every time i healed quickly , notations of my GARDEN riddled with question marks , me answering questions that hadn’t been asked ? all things i thought my entire life had been normal , that the reason i was kept away from the other kids that stayed was because i was older than them .my whole life i believed that nobody wanted me , that’s why when potential adopters came to see the children , i was never chosen . i wasn’t polite enough , i wasn’t kind enough . i didn’t bow long enough . i was too skinny . i didn’t smile properly . no .i was never an option . i was cursed with the grace of an angel . potential to cause great harm . yet , sister freya believed it was something else . her notes pointed out my garden over … and over again , mentions of a bird that i had found when i was a child . she claimed the bird was dead .
impossible . she’s insane .

LORE : the story .

the daughter of uriel and a human mother , renata byun was born into a world that would soon be turned upside down .it began with a young woman falling in love with an archangel , an unfortunate tale that would end with her giving birth to his daughter , and dying - incapable of handling the full strength of a nephilim born . with only two elderly parents left in her wake , the couple left the newborn on the steps of a convent that served as an orphanage as well , where they hoped their granddaughter would find a good family that would take care of her in a way that they wouldn’t be able to .as so many good intentions , however , this one turned sour . when renata was four years old , playing in the yard with the other children , she discovered a blue jay on the ground . worried for it’s health , she picked the bird up and cried for it to fly . sister freya , the one that always watched closely over ren , ran to her side to see the bird clearly gone , but as renata asked for it to wake up in her nonsensical four year old way , the bird flew once again .she never knew that the bird was dead before .it was then that the nuns began to realize the young girl they’ve had since she was merely a week old was not normal . many believed her to be something of the devil and therefore treated renata harshly . locking her in her room at night , isolating her from the other children . sister freya would see to her education , but little did ren know , that the nun was studying her closely , watching everything she did as her powers began to emerge .to renata , this life had become something of the norm . there was something wrong with her , and freya had told her time and time again that it was meant to keep her safe from the other children , that they were bullies due to their upbringing and whatever other lie the nun could come up with – but renata noticed the looks that she received from the other nuns , the disgust they had towards her . the absolute disdain . still , she was naturally kind hearted , simply kept her head down and did what was expected .

she never wanted to cause a stir and grew up believing that this was … deserved treatment , somehow , some way , this was how her life was meant to be . she never questioned the whispers she would hear in the silence , never understood why she always felt so connected to the archangel uriel in her studies , and never questioned why she was different from the others . she was never ill , never injured , could always predict what people were going to say , how they were going to react before anything was spoken , yet she never predicted how her entire world would crumble .tragedy struck at sixteen . a day that should have been like any other day , the day that the angels came to destroy the nephilim that was kept hidden away in the convent . the one that the nuns prayed over day in , and day out , unknowingly putting renata’s life at risk .they struck swift and brutally , like many angels do - killing the nuns in their path , but sister freya saved renata , stashing her away in a room that was kept out of fear that their nephilim ward would become out of control . little did they know , it would keep the angels out as well
.after their destruction , renata hid in the remains of the convent , studying , only to discover that the nuns knew what she was - though she never knew how - and had been studying her every move .eventually , renata left , got her high school diploma and eventually went to college . living on her own and still trying to figure out what she is , who she is , and why the angels are after her , she lives in an apartment above a small florist shop that had been owned by one of sister freya’s relatives who helped her out after the tragic death of the sister .

you save everyone ...

but who saves you ?

oh, but that's the irony
broken people are not fragile

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alt worlds

and i will show you

apocalypse (ties with vensperus) the cambion opened the gates of hell , destroying the world as they knew it . hidden within an end of world style ' group ' and being used for her abilities to survive ( that she is unaware of ) , she may be able to bring the planet back to where it should be .college. as a human , renata is a business major at the local university , having inherited a flower shop from her foster father when he passed away , she balances both .crime with the background aligning with her college verse , renata is a floral designer for one of the major crime families in the state . on the side , she still owns her flower shop , but her foster father had borrowed money from a local loan shark . they came for their payment after he passed away.fae a fae within the spring kingdom ( able to control botanicals , heal , and the royal fae can raise the dead in some circumstances ) , ren’s mother passed away in childbirth . as her father died during the war, this left ren’s six year old sister ( found on ofeden ) the new queen . in order to protect the newborn , they announced to the kingdom that the baby had been lost as well , and renata was raised as the secret princess , the only ones aware of her position being those close to the royal family , and generally live within the castle . most others believe she is some form of a handmaiden / lady in waiting for the queen .fbi. ( based on the night guard ) - a rising star in the fbi , renata byun worked her way up through quantico with perfect marks . due to her young age and the willingness others have to open up to her , those high up on the food chain gave her a new job – find the traitors within the agency at any cost .

hybrid. hybrid - a witch turned vampire by forces of a magical experiment to create the perfect weapon , renata didn’t take well to the change , escaping and going on a killing spree , leaving blood in her wake . while the real renata remains inside her heart , what people see is a murderous vampire with a touch to drain the life from others as her powers flipped upon the change .royalty. similar to the fae verse , except human . this verse can take place in a more modernized setting , or at some point in history .sanctuary. taking place in a dystopian age , renata is a nephilim being kept within the towering city of sanctuary - and behind the walls of equinox . a place that was her home , and a place that conducts experiments on her in order to utilize what she has to create their own supersoldiers --- except she has no idea . ( ship exclusive with @mythous / marcus duncan )witch a young witch still learning the scope of her powers of healing , renata seeks out answers , and possibly a coven to help her grow -- not realizing yet what she's capable of.wolf renata is the sole survivor after an attack on her pack . now , she survives alone and is seeking out a new pack to call home .

you save everyone ...

but who saves you ?

oh, but that's the irony
broken people are not fragile

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you save everyone ...

but who saves you ?

oh, but that's the irony
broken people are not fragile

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you save everyone ...

but who saves you ?

oh, but that's the irony
broken people are not fragile

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